a couple of years ago, i experienced an intense season of burnout. at the time, i thought it was because i was overwhelmed. looking back, it was actually because i felt very alone. the sense of isolation had more to do with feeling burned out than the actual workload. i realize this now because since then, my workload has increased but the only times i feel overwhelmed or "singed" as opposed to burned out have been times when i have felt alone and unsupported.
i acknowledge that, just because of the way life sometimes is, i won't always have the level of support that i want or need to function at the capacity that i like to. in those seasons, it's even more important for me to focus on the activities that help me be myself and keep me from getting lost in the feeling of being alone.
dirty chai w/ banana + almond milk
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i've also dabbled in bjj, but prefer striking to grappling. grappling is a sensory nightmare for me. the promotion process in bjj also seems less structured than what i'm accustomed to in wt/itf tkd, and i prefer structure.
i have two pairs; one is a hand-me-down pair of soft skates with 80mm wheels and the second is a pair of rollerblade lightnings with 90mm wheels.
now, being physically fit is a requirement for work, but i tend to focus more on strength than cardio. however, since the weather has been stunning lately, i've been incorporating super short 1-2 mile runs into my training sessions. i recently re-downloaded the "zombies, run!" app to help motivate me, because i used to use it during college.
when the weather is nice, i don't play video or mobile games very frequently, but elder scrolls online has had my heart for several years. decorating my houses and listening to the music in the background is one of my favorite pastimes. i am not good at pvp but i occasionally enjoy battlegrounds.
right now, i also really enjoy listening to the bema podcast and am using it as the foundation for one of my weekly studies. the podcast explores protestant christian scripture through a hebraic lens.